I can't breathe

Every organization has its culture. Culture is the behavior of humans within an organization and the meaning that people attach to those behaviors. Culture is the values, norms etc of an organization. At the root culture can be seen as the organization. This piece is about organizations. And this piece essentially about when cultures collide and something hits the fan. And when you just can't breathe. And this is an ode to those who climb the mountain just to ride it fast to hit their superior with more speed..

I was driving home from a meeting with the top dogs and was more or less frustrated. Nowadays it seems to be the norm. The time of the month you look for other options to make a living. Suddenly shit like organic pineapple farming feels potential. When I just thought I was were I was supposed to be at this point. This is a source of endless frustration. And it happens monthly. Since don't know when.

As it often goes we find peace, advice, comfort etc in the words other people have said, written or put into a song. Never say never but I am quite sure P. Diddy had different things in mind when he coined the verses for his feat for Rick Ross. This matters little if any. Diddy could just as well have been riding shotgun right there and then and telling me how it is.

You fucking wanna walk around with these n***as?
What the fuck is their culture?
Where the fuck is their souls at?
What defines you?
These n***as with these fucking silly looks on their faces
You wanna walk around with them or you wanna walk with God, n***a?
Make up your got damn mind

You have to be careful who you ride with as these define you as do your actions. Do I want to be associated with the people I am associated right now. We share nothing. And their culture? What is it? It most certainly ain't mine. I will always be going big and for the result. I will never be the show-up guy who does jack shit. Period. I require now and will always require reason, depth and soul. In the words of Chuck D "fuck the game if it ain't saying nothing". I need to believe. If you can't convince me you're deep in the game we clearly shouldn't do business. Abilities define me. Results define me. You with silly looks on your faces will never define me. Yes. you people have those looks on your faces. We speak but the light of understanding will never ever illuminate your shallow mind. You are putting art you will never have on the walls of the mansions you can't even dream of. Honestly n***a. My minds made up.

Play a little mind game. How you measure people's worth? Business wise - if you bring nothing to the table there's no need for you in the table. Kid's table with chicken nuggets is there for you. Why even bother to play with these fools? For the monthly salary? How many times you think you live? Best guess so far is once. Why not live it like a boss. Personally I am sick and tired of being sick and tired.

The Insight campaing pic feels it and the sign tells it. Big up.

When you're stuck in the system and feel like Eric Garner - you can't breathe. Time for exit plan. How you gonna come. With your hands on your head or on the trigger of your gun. Shot down on the pavement or waiting on death row. Know this - there is no right or wrong when the air runs out. The game is called survival.